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Still on the Path

 Still on the Path

People think of life in many ways
or don’t think at all.
Life.
What is it?
Something everyone knows but cannot describe.
They say it is like this
or like that.
Metaphors
replace what one feels and knows but can’t articulate.
For me life is a long path on which I travel
now
always
until it ends.
Sometimes smooth, sometimes rough, always changing.
Looking back the path shows wonderful views but
the future
disappears around a bend.   Continue reading

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Marjorie’s Manifesto

With apologies to Martin Luther

In 1517 a monk named Martin Luther nailed a document to the church door in Wittenberg.  It was a passionate statement of an alternative vision of what the Christian faith and church practices could and should be.  His action shook his contemporary world, and eventually led to a new and different way of viewing and living faith.

My claim to the right to use the term ‘manifesto’ lies in recently experiencing personal events which have shaken me to the core, and which will lead to major changes in the way I see and lead my life.

On January 10th, 2013 I visited my family doctor, accompanied by my daughter, Lorna Shapiro.  The appointment was made because my family had brought to my attention that I had suffered a major memory lapse.  This unusual event was upsetting for all of us.  How could this happen to me, and what did it mean?   Continue reading

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Hanged in a Fortnight?

“Depend upon it, sir, when a man knows he is to be hanged in a fortnight, it concentrates his mind wonderfully.”  Samuel Johnson

1950 – it is a great year.  Lorna, our second child, joins our family.  In February all four of us—Sheldon and I, and Ralph and Lorna—are living in our new and cosy trailer.  Life is good, secure, and the future is open before us.  What is this that Johnson is chattering about?  Is he saying that having no options is a good thing?  How could that be?  For us, the world is our oyster and the path ahead presents endless options.

Fast forward to 1952.  Where did the last two years go?  I am only thirty, and already things have changed.  Things are not as simple as I used to think.  We made some big decisions in the past months.  Sheldon decided to accept a promotion.  On the crew he was the Party Chief, and in charge.  Now he is the low man on the totem pole in the exploration field office staff.  Every day seems to bring new opportunities, challenges, and options.  Confusing.  Samuel Johnson, you are at least partially right.  Is life always this way?  There are so many important decisions to be made with so little guidance.

Another jump, a huge one of sixty years.  It is now 2012 and it seems that I have been thrust into a completely new and different phase – OLD AGE.  I am ninety, and Samuel, my friend, you are right.  Suddenly my mind awakens to the fact that there are no live options here.  There are only realities.  I am not in a new phase but at a destination, the final one.  Death will be the next move.    Continue reading

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